I just realized today that it has been almost two years since I have been in a relationship. Two years since I have had sex...been intimate with anyone. My life has been consumed with illness, has been in the dreaded "survival mode" for two whole years. This is not acceptable. I have been on Match.com for over 3 months now to no avail. I have met a couple of guys, but they are real jerks. Their attitudes towards women, and to be honest, just in general, are completely negative. I cannot deal with that kind of stress in my life. I need someone who will be a shining light in my life. Someone who will lift my spirits when I am sick and help me to enjoy my life when I am well. I need calm energy (with a kick)...and of course, the attraction needs to be there as well!
I hope I don't ask too much. For now, I will go back to HOPE HOPE HOPE that I find what I am looking for...
Saturday, June 26, 2010
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