I went to the dermatologist to see what the rash on my chest and pain in my muscles was from, and it turns out it was from the ketorolac...BUMMER! Yet another medication I can't take...and it WORKED :-( He also said I should bump up my prednisone to 60 mg and then drop down every 5 days by 10 mg...of course he didn't realize that would KILL me, if not literally, then definitely mentally!! I am already on the brink...I am SO sick all the time, to have to go through all this again would seriously be a nightmare! So he said that I could try to wait this out...but if it gets any worse that I would have to bump up...so here I go with more HOPE...not that HOPE has been doing me much good...
By night time I get the results of the thyroid tests...negative, of course! There can't be an answer for me...I knew deep down it wasn't something easy like that, but I was still hoping and praying...a lot of good that did me! G-d, I sound AWFUL! I hate being this way! This is NOT me! I was never this depressed!! I used to be Tigger, not Eeyore...now all I do is complain...I need to get it together...
I really hope that I can go to Marisa's party on Sunday..I think that getting out and being with people my age will be good for me! I hope I am well enough to go! HOPE HOPE HOPE for now...
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